Random Encounters: Endings and Reflections

Been busy last night and today visiting relatives and spending the holidays with them.  Kaya medyo late na itong post na ito.  Oh well, Isa lang masasabi ko.  Napakabilis dumaan ng taong ito.  Yeah.  Parang kalian lang I remember the New Year Movie Marathon in Star Movies is the X-Men Trilogy and my Mom and sis are preparing for their trip to Qatar.  Napakabilis na talagang lumipas ng panahon.  Di na natin namamalayan ang paglipas ng oras.  Because of our fast paced lives, on school, work or even in being plain housekeepers, the time passed as if we’ve entered the time space warp.


Ito na yata ang taon na may pinakamarami akong nakilala.  Of course mostly because of blogging.  I became close to some of this people (I choose only few people to be close to).  It’s just my nature.  Pero tulad na rin ng resolution ko sa mga nagdaang taon, I try not to get involve too personally because ako rin ang nadedepress if they refuse to be helped.  And I’m also being careful of turncoats.  I really hate traitors.



Marami akong nakilala but marami rin ang lumisan.  Starting from my Mom and sis, and to some good friends in the online community.  Marami ring office friends ang nagresign, that really depresses me a lot since this people really lessen the pressure of work.  Miss na miss ko na itong mga taong ito.  Pero ang di ko makakalimutang paglisan ay ang pagpanaw ng aking Tito.  He is my most favorite Tito and I’m his most favorite pamangkin because the fact that we really look like father and son.  Kinuha siya sa amin sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon.  Kaya itinuring ko na itong pinamalungkot na yugto ng 2008.


This year also mark the peak of my toy collecting hobby.  It really changes my lifestyle.  Kung dati tuwing biyernes ay umiinom ako with officemates, ngayon hinde na.  Kasi nga I save money for Toys.  Yah, yun na ang bisyo ko ngayon.  Iniwasan ko na rin ang madalas na pag-inom.  Maybe because of what happened to my uncle.  Natakot din ako na magkaroon ng Cancer.  At di naman ako nagsisi.  I’m enjoying my hobby now.  I enjoy collecting Toys and sharing them with people with the same interest.  Pinakamasayang activity- Toy Hunting.  Pero nakakapagod din at minsan di naming namamalayan malaki na rin nagagastos naming dahil kung saan saan na kami nakakarating para lang maghunt ng laruan.  Through the months natutunan ko na rin ang diskarte sa pangongolekta kaya din a rin akon nahirapan na makuha ang mga gusto kong laruan.


Tulad na rin nang nabanggit ko, ito na yata ang pinaka-active na Blogging year for bloggers.  So many events.  So many people to meet.  Marami ka ring matututunan.  Nakakatuwa pa, the bloggers are really so close though minsan may mga di pagkakaunawaan at kompitisyon, naayos naman lahat.  This is the year that I’m already been recognize by few people in the industry I blog about (movies & musical) because of my articles and reviews.  This small praises from them really makes me proud of myself and strive to improve my skills and enthusiasm.  Lalo akong ginanahan sa pagbla-blog at pag-attend ng mga events at major performances kahit na mapuyat pa ako at mapagod.



Kung susumahin ko naman ang porsyento ng buhay na nilalaan ko sa araw-araw.  80% nito siyempre napupunta sa aking propesyon bilang isang web designer sa Yehey!  2008 is Yehey’s busiest year yet.  Daming clients.  Di nauubos.  Kung mababakante ka siguro matagal na yung isang araw.  But marami akong natutunan sa taong ito.  Through colaboaration and direct tutorials from colleagues.  But being on Yehey! Is not all work and no play.  Kung tutuusin daming perks sa Yehey! Events, movie screening, bloggers event atbp.  It serves as our rewards on our daily work na talaga naming nakakabaliw na sa sobrang pressure.  My Yehey! Life in 2008 is indeed something I will never forget.  Forget the gossips, forget the egocentrics, and forget the demanding clients.  I just want to keep the good memories.  Memories that I will keep wherever the wind will take me.

There are really so many things worth reflecting this past year.  But if I talk all about them, Its better if I should write a book na lang instead .  Ang masasabi ko lang, I’m living alone right now with my grandparents.  They are already old and the only thing that they can contribute to me is make me feel that there are still people related to me that are here.  But people in my work, friends, colleagues etc. are the people who are now I consider my family.  Dahil kayo yung madalas kong kasama.  

All I want to say is thanks to everyone.  Thanks for being part of my 2008.

At dahil maraming pagbabagong mangyayari ngayong maguumpisa ang taon.  Isasarado ko na ang kabanatang ito para buksan ang isa na namang yugto ng aking buhay.

End of Volume 2:Random Encounters

Soon Volume 3: My Divine Refuge

Random Encounters: Stolen Moments

5am I will be fixing myself for work.  Dahil nga sa tulog maghapon, di na ako makatulog ngayong gabi.  I don't know kung makakatulog pa ako.  I feel better now.  After being robbed last tuesday night at the MRT station Ortigas, I tried to just laugh at it and let go.  But unfortunately, it didn't.  I keep on thinking about what happened.  I don't know.  Maybe I'm still blaming myself for being stupid for letting my guard down that caused the lost of my wallet.  Kung tutuusin, di malaking bagay ang PhP700, ATM Card at Lisensya compared sa mga puwede pang makuha sa bag ko tulad ng PSP, External Hard Disk at Cellphone.  But strange enough I'm still haunted by that particular night.  Dahil dun, dalawang gabi ako di makatulog at napuyat.  Kaya dalawang araw din akong di nakapasok.

Notoryus pa naman ako sa pag-absent sa office.  Nawarningan na ako past few weeks tungkol dun tapos ngayon ginawa ko ulit.  Oh well.  Things happen.  I can go to work but they can't get anything from me because my thoughts are blank and still focused on that incident.  I tried but I can't. 

Syempre normal lang na mapagalitan ako.  At syempre wala akong magagwa kundi magsorry.  And my boss understand naman.  That gave me another relief.  Now ang problema ko naman yung mga trabahong naiwan ko.  I hope matapos ko sila in time.

Nafrufrustrate din ako ngayon.  Sa dinami-dami na ng pinagdaanan ko.  Ngayon pa ako bumagsak nang ganito.  Siguro yung akala ko na kaya ko mag-isa ay hindi pala uubra.  Maraming tao sa buhay ko ang umalis na.  Ang iba bihira ko na makasama.  Dati kahit papaano, sa isang oras ng tanghalian nakakatanggal ng pagod pag kasama sila.  O kaya kahit minsan di ko sila nakakasundo dala ng pagiging nakatatanda, sila pa rin ang huli kong tatakbuhan pag nagising ako sa gabi pag nanaginip ako ng masama.  At kahit na gaano sila ka-imature, sila pa rin ang tatakbuhan ko dahil tinuring ko na silang kapatid.  Important people that once I have.

Ngayon ano ba ang mas mahalaga, the material things and money stolen by a lowlife pickpocket or those stolen moments with people I call family.

I miss them so much...

Random Encounters: Colorgenics

Just got this interesting Colorgenic Personality Test here.  Hmmm.  Galing ha, 90% true.

Name: Joriben
Date: 11/17/2008
Colorgenics Number: 16325047

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You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Random Encounters: Moments of Today

Dumating ako nang bahay nang mas late sa inaasahan.  Napilitan akong magstay sa opisina para tapusin ang isang maliit na trabaho na ipinasa sa akin.  Siyempre tulad ng dati di pa rin ako makapalag.  Bakit nga ba hindi?  Dahil ba takot ako?  Hindi, ayaw ko na lang nang gulo.

As usual, this day is tiring.  Medyo may sakit pa lahat ng tao dahil na rin sa di pagtigil ng pagbuhos ng ulan.  At tulad din ng dati, every minute, every second, every day lalong nadadagdagan ang problema ng tao.  Sa isang araw lang, marami ka nang dapat pasanin.  Problema sa tarabaho, sa pamilya, sa mga kaibigan at kung anu-ano pa.

Now playing... Rent Musical.

Hahaha. gusto mo ba talagang maging malungkot?  Tanong ko sa sarili ko.  Hinde.  Maganda lang talaga ang mga mensahe na binibigay ng musical na Rent.  At iniidolo ko si Larson dahil nakalikha siya ng isang sining na hahawak hindi lang sa pusong makasining kundi pati sa pusong naghihirap para mabuhay sa isang lipunang kahit kailan hindi umaayon sa takbo ng buhay  ng tao.  Tao ang umaayon sa lipunan, at iyan ang totoo.

My day started when I saw a friend after several months of not seeing each other.  A very close friend.  Nagkwentuhan kami sa FX.  Nung una puro masasayang bagay lang pinag-uusapan namin, hanggang sa mapunta na sa mga bagay na hindi ko gustong malaman.  Nasisisra na ang Barkada.  Slowly taken back by differences and misunderstanding.  Ako ang itinuturing nilang tatay sa Barkada.  Nagpapayo.  Pero may sarili rin akong buhay.  DI ko sila totoongmga anak.  Kaya di ko na namamalayan na ang pagkakaibigan na iningatan sa loob ng maraming taon ay masisira nang isang iglap.

Ortigas.  Bumaba na ako ng FX at kumaway ako.  Sumenyas siya na animoy pumipindot sa cellphone.  Ahhh.  Gets ko.  Tumuloy na ako sa opisina.  Maaga ako nang dalawang oras.  So I checked my emails first.  Walang bago.  Libre.  So surf muna at check sa blog.  Ctrl+Alt+P.  Para buksan ang Plurk sidebar at nandoon ang mga pamilyar na pangalan na araw-araw nang ugali na batiin an lahat ng magandang araw.

Binuksan ko ang email.  At doon nakita ko ang Visa ng kapatid ko.  Aalis na nga pala siya sa huwebes.  Wow, ako na lang ang nandito sa Pilipinas.  Mag-isa na lang ako.  But I thought magiging masaya ako.  Pero di ko namamalayan na nanginginig na pala ako at nanlalabo ang mga mata ko.  Naramdaman ko na lang na may tumulong likido sa pisngi ko. 

Ito ang gusto mo di ba?  Tanong ko sa sarili ko.

Hindi ko na sinagot kasi ako mismo nahihiya sa sarili ko.  I pushed them away and now I'm here, missing them so much.

Ngayon, sira na ang barkada ko, at wala na ang pamilya ko.

I'm left with my work.  Alone.  Kumain akong mag-isa kaninang Lunch.  Dahil wala naman akong makakasabay.  Yung mga kasabay ko dati wala na.  At ayokong sumabay sa mga taong napipilitan lang akong isabay sa kanila.

I want to eat my lunch again while laughing and enjoying the smile of people so important to me.  People who already become my second family.

Stop>Close Media Player

Save and Publish Blog.

Shut Down Windows.

Random Encounters: Unpublished Blog Entries

With the popularity of Plurk and Twitter, most of us are already not doing personal blogs anymore.  If we are happy, sad or irritated.  We just Plurk it or Tweet it little by little.  Before I use to blog about anything under the sun.  Yes, anything.  Even my untold story is on my blog.  Stories that I don't tell in real life.  But since I already have an alternative outlet (Plurk and Tweeter), I can voice out all my emotions in an installment manner than in one long blog.  But it doesn't help.  Plurk and Tweeter's limitations also limits my freedom to express what I really want to say.

So I went back to my blog to write something that reflects what I really feel.  The sadness, the rage and disappointments.  But when I  just about to finish my blog.  I decided not to save it.

Why?  I don't really know why.  I can't hardly count how many blogs I refused to publish after finishing typing it. 

The truth is, even this blog is canceled several times. 

But now I choose to Publish it.

I hope I will not regret it.

Random Encounters: Love Heals

Just want to share a very inspiring song from the Larson's musical Rent.  This is for everyone who are feeling down right now and feeling so tired of everything.  Just remember, Love heals.

MAUREEN
Life a breath of midnight air
Like a lighthouse
Like a prayer

ANGEL
Like a flicker and the flare the sky reveals

ANGEL & MAUREEN
Like a walk along the shore
That you've walked a thousand times before
Like the oceans roar
Love heals

JOANNE
There are those who shield their hearts
Those who quit before they start

ROGER
Who've frozen up the part of them that feels

JOANNE & ROGER
In the dark they've lost their sight
Like a ship without a star in the night
But hold on tight

ALL
Love heals

JOANNE
When you feel like you can't go on

ALL
Love heals

JOANNE
Hold on to love
It'll keep you strong

ALL
Love heals

JOANNE
When you feel like you can't go on

ALL
Love heals

ROGER
Hold on to love
And it will bring you home

MAUREEN & BENNY
Love heals when pain's too much to bear
When you reach out your hand
And only the wind is there

MIMI & MARK
When life's unfair
When things like us are not to be

MAUREEN & BENNY
Love heals when you feel so small
Like a grain of sand
Like nothing at all

JOANNE & COLLINS
When you look out at sea
That's where love will be
That's where you'll find me
You'll fine me

JOANNE
So if you fear the storm ahead

MAUREEN
As you lie awake in bed

MAUREEN & JOANNE
And there's no one, no one to stroke you head
And your mind reels, your mind
Your mind reels.

MIMI
If you face is salty wet
And you're drowning in regret
Just

ALL
Don't forget
Don't forget
Don't forget
Don't forget
Don't forget
It's all right
Love heals
Love heals
Love heals
Love heals
Love heals

Random Encounters: Life Support

Look - I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know

Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago

There's only us
There's only this

Forget Regret or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today

Random Encounters: OtakonEK 2008 in Enchanted Kingdom Aftermath

Just got home from my long trip from Sta. Rosa Laguna.  OtakonEK is a success.  Thanks to Enchanted Kingdom and Azrael Coladilla for providing a boot for both Transformers Phillipines and DAMEAT.  To both DAMEAT and TFPH, and to Toy Soldier and Action Figures Philippines, its nice hanging out with all of you.  Lookin forward for more future colaborations.



Watch out for my video blog about the event.  As of now, I just need to go down and take my late dinner and take a quick shower before going to bed and sleep.  Tomorrow is another busy day.

Ciao. 

Random Encounters: Just Found my Match

I've been searching for her for ages.  The one that will satisfy my needs and my passion.  And definitely can make me feel so good.  The one that makes me man enough when I touch her body and do incredible things but not so complicated like others who needs extras just to perform better.  She don't need any enhancements for us to enjoy what I like to do.

For she is perfect and I want her.

I want her now.



























Thanks to RG for the advice.

Random Encounters: Living the Fantasy. A Lover's Dream

"Are you making believe you see in her
a girl too perfect to be really true?
Do you love her because she's wonderful,
or is she wonderful because you love her?

Is she the sweet invention of a lover's dream...
Or is she really as wonderful as she seems? "


"...And the dearest love in all the world
is waiting somewhere for me
Is waiting somewhere...
somewhere for me."

--Oscar Hammerstein II

Random Encounters: Read My Mind

LOL

Random Encounters: When I Finally Embraced the Rain Again

It has been months since the last time I played in the rain.  Bawal kasing magkasakit.  Pero ngayon, puwede na akong mag-file ng sick leave kaya puwede na, lolz.  But seriously, I missed playing in the rain.  Last Wednesday, umulan nang malakas.  may Bagyo daw eh.  Tanghali na nun.  Pero nung umalis ako sa Angono, di pa umuulan.  When I reach Ortigas, saka na lang lumakas nang sobra ang ulan.  Binaba ako ng Driver sa harap ng Podium.  Grabe wala akong payong.

Hindi tumigil ang ulan.  I'm late.  Kaya sumugod na ako sa ulan.  Sarap.  Very refreshing.  Yung mga problema parang unting-unting nawala.  Problem sa opisina, problema sa pamilya, problema sa sarili.  Everything is gone.  At least for that moment.

Ayun kaya the next day, nilagnat ako.  Actually nung gabi medyo nararamdaman ko na sumasama na pakiramdam ko kaya madali na ring uminit ulo ko.  Nagbalikan ang mga problema kaya now, I'm here after resting the whole day, still thinking and confused of what to do next. 

Because I don't know.

Right now, I just need to remove one problem at a time. 

And hopefully tomorrow a problem will be resolved.

In short, I'm emotionally unstable now.

So don't mess with me.

Random Encounters: I'm Currently Annoyed

To bad to my Tita and Brother.

Don't hate me.  Hear my story first.

I owe something to my Tita and I missed paying it last Friday because it is raining hard that day.  Then this week, its just so happen that she is sending me Instant Messages and I don't notice it.  Thanks to YM 9's very subtle sounds.  And at the same time, I'm very busy doing projects that needs to be finished.  She also texted me.  I didn't reply.  Why?  Because it is me.  Ask anyone.  I don't reply on texts.  There could only be two reasons when I reply, first if I want to reply and if I have a load. 

Then this afternoon I messaged her and she replied as if I don't want to pay her.  I know the situation is very much alike to the situations of people who holds credit cards.  That is why I decided to pay my last month and cut my account on that insurance.  Let them have the money and I don't care if I don't get a refund.  I just want that insurance out of my life. 

I don't want to pay for something I don't really need or want.

"Oh, that is the point.  You don't want to pay pala"

Yes, that is why I'm more irritated because I don't want the insurance and I'm still paying for it.  Then, nagmiss lang ako nang isang beses at apat araw lang eh parang sa tono ng mga texts niya ay tinataguan ko siya.  Then lalo pa akong nairita nang malaman kong may utan gang tita kong php10,000 sa mommy ko.  O di ba.  Kabuwiset.

Sa mga di nakakakilala sa akin.  Ugali ko na yung pag may utang, nagbabayad agad.  At kung alam kong di ako makakabayad, di ko na tinutuloy mangutang.  Ayaw ko nang may utang.  At ayaw kong nagbabayad sa mga bagay na di ko gusto.  Kaya buwiste na buwiset ako pag nanood ako ng sine na walang kwenta or kumain ako ng food na masama ang lasa.

This is the reason why I'm pissed.  Pinilit lang sa akin yung Insurance at sinabi ko nga na di ko kayang bayaran ang ganun.  Tapos ganito pa mangyayari.

I'm sorry kung Medyo paulit-ulit na ako.  I just want to burst it out.

Yes I could be wrong on the "late payment" and "not answering IMs and texts" part but I know I'm right, dahil may pambayad naman ako.

Oh about my brother naman.  Oh well, yun, alam nyo naman yun di ba.  Pasaway lang talaga.  Medyo humupa na yung inis ko sa kaniya.  Sa Tita ko na lang.

Random Encounters: The Yin Yang of Happiness and Sorrow

May kasabihan.  Kapag sobrang saya mo ngayon siguradong may darating na matinding kalungkutan.  It is true.  It all starts when My uncle died.  And after that bad news didn't stop to pour.  When will the Happy days start again?

Random Encounters: Wala lang. Naisip ko lang.

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Random Encounters: I'll Miss You Tito

It really breaks my heart to see you on the final hours of your life.  My favorite tito.  They say we look very much alike that people would mistaken us as Father and son or brothers.  Now, every time I look in the mirror, I'll see your face staring at me. 

Don't worry we will meet again, soon.

Random Encounters: Weekend Sucks. Weekdays Rock!!!

Super Boring sa bahay!!!  Wala akong magawang kaenjoy-enjoy ngayon.  Pag bukas bored ako baka manood na lang ulit ako ng sine.  Pero gagastos ulit ako.  Hmmm.  Arrrrggg.  I need something to do right now.  Something that I will enjoy O_o  Maglulunes na naman at trabaho na ulit.  Nag-weekend nga pero walang kwenta.  Hay kaya mas gusto ko weekdays ngayon eh kaysa weekend.

Random Encounters: You are the Music in Me

I don't know why but everything sounds Music to my ears.  Hahahaha, ngumingiti na ako mag-isa, may topak!!!

Na na na na
Na na na na yeah
You are the music in me
You know the words
"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na na
Yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me (Yeah)

Random Encounters: Like a Kid

I got irritated if people treat Love in very childish way.  Ayoko nung nakikita na talagang kinikilig pa at tulala sa isang tabi ang isang tao dahil lang iniisip nila ang taong iniirog nila.  For those who knows me, I've been to a rough relationship and I guess I'm matured enough to handle the next big thing in my life.  Though I'm not ready for a relationship right now (priorities men), I just found out that I'm still susceptible to the L-desease.  Ok, it's good.  It gives me motivation and it truly inspires me a lot.  Ok sabi ko, easy lang.  Steady lang.  Dapat hindi obvious.  Subtlety is the key.  Now, I just end up seeing myself staring at the monitor, tapping my stylus on the desk while day dreaming.  Now I know why people in Love are like Kids.  Nagiging single minded tayo, focused sa isang subject and the least we can do is enjoy what we are doing no matter how people around us react. 

Random Encounters: May Consider Getting a Hosting Service

It seems that so many people are hotlinking my images on Photobucket that is why in just 1 week my Photobucket will exceed again its required bandwidth.  For the meantime I opened again a new Photobucket account and I will be uploading some of my blog contents there.  My old account will still be used as a backup storage but I may not use it on my blogs anymore.

That means, Old articles (including posted several weeks ago) with Photos will loose the photos mostly on a long period of time every month because of the Bandwidth exceed policy of Photobucket for free users.  I enjoy blogging a lot especially about movies but as of now I consider my self as a casual blogger and still not ready to deticate all my time in blogging that also means that I'm also not ready to pay for a hosting service.  But this doesn't mean that I'm not considering having a Hosting service.  I may, but not for now.

So to my valuable readers,  thanks for visiting my page and may God bless us all.