We should have been in a concert this evening. But all plans are ruined by a stupid traffic. I texted some of my friends but they are all busy or preoccupied tonight. So I'm all alone for the rest of the night. Movie, bar and a little stroll down the streets of Metropolis. Its cold but I can't hardly feel it. Maybe that six bottles of red horse did the trick. I tried to text somebody. Somebody whom I owe an apology. I think I broke her heart that day. She asked for my help. I really want to help her. But there is something inside me who tells me that I shouldn't. So I pushed her away. And I think I will never have the chance to say how much I value our friendship. The friendship that taught me pain, acceptance and love.
Now our bonds are completely removed with that seed on her womb. My thoughts had already reach its peace. Hope is gone. I don't have any choice. I choose to break her heart. So that I can mend my own. God knows how I want to give her a one last hug before she leaves. And how I wish I can give my one last kiss.
It is almost dawn. And I still can't sleep. I have plans today but I guess I have to cancel them. I think I need to catch up with my sleep.
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