At exactly 10 hours from now, one of the most anticipated musical in Manila this year will have its last curtain call. And I think I won't get the chance to experience it. Sounds like it is not a big deal. It is just a show. But more than just something I really like to see, everything is due to the ugly truth that I'm still jobless. As much as I want to just shrug and ignore everything , at the back of my head I'm blaming myself. I should not have quit my job. Siguro everything will be much better. Hindi sana ako nahihirapang maghanap ng trabaho ngayon... at maybe, dapat nandun ako... inside the theater enjoying my favorite stage actors performing in the spotlight.
It is already heartbreaking to see a show go. Pero mas mahirap ipaliwanag ang pakiramdam kapag ikaw mismo galit ka sa sarili mo dahil sa mga maling desisyon mo sa buhay.
But I can't change that past. This is not like the TV series, Movies and comics I watch and read. I can't just hop in to a high-tech blue box and travel through time. And even if I do, I believe everything is a fix point in time. And lahat ay nakatadhana na... written in the fabric time... except the things that will happen 10 hours from now.
I don't know what will happen. Will the inevitable finally unfolds... or a miracle will suddenly materialize?
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